For some reason the thought came into my head today about what I would do if I knew today was my last day to live.
I have the typical response and I would defenitly turn to God.
But I would also let...him...know that I love him. Let him know how deep my feelings run. Then I was not sending mixed signals. I was just trying to let him know how I felt. Nothing mixed in that. Maybe my confusion came through. Confusion about what his feelings were.
Maybe we are both fooling ourselves...
I must be careful. I want God's will. I don't want to be manipulative either.
I guess...just being me is good. So...I will try to be just that. And when he needs it and wants it, I will be his friend. He lives such a crazy life right now. I just hope that when the world gets to crazy around him, I can be his reprieve.