Ay, I don't know.
I really really miss some people.
I miss Africa. I just miss it. I fell in love with it. I think that someday it will be my home. Maybe not for to long of a period, but a couple years or so. I wish I could go back and check in on the grandmother who had really bad arthritis. We called her "Mme." It means "mother." I want to see how shes feeling today. I want to see how she's feeling tomorrow. I want to check in with the family who's grandmother was dieing. I want to know if the Lord took her home yet or not. I want to comfort them. If she is still alive, I wish I could sit at her bed side and read scriptures to her. Tell her how Jesus is holding her right now. I want to play that hand game with the kids and sing with them. I want to rock the babies to sleep in my arms. I want to do their laundry like I did before. I miss the mealie pop. I miss the zebras out running around. I miss the wildabeasts standing there staring at us. I miss seeing the huts and hearing their beautiful language. It was beautiful, it really really was.
I've been on mission trips before. Basically to Mexico. But I didn't fall in love with the people like I did in South Africa. Well, I don't know. Every time I'm in Mexico I want to stay. I love it there too. It makes a big difference though when your gone a month. The Mexico trips have only been for a week at a time. Anyways...
I'm starting to stress and that is not good. So much coming up. So much on the line. God please don't let me slip.
~Megan~
My country team has a website if any of you want to check it out. Its http://SAwildfire.com. If you go into the forums and click one the button near the top that says "album" you can see pictures from our trip :) So far I am the main one who has posted. My name on there is "Retabele." That's my sesotho name. It means "happy."