I have been frustrated with myself. I hate when I do things that I know aren't right. I get down on myself and try to figure out why I did them. But I'm going to fail. I'm human. The best I can do is get back up and try to walk again.
I'm trying to refine myself. It's time for me to grow up. I'm trying to become the servent that I want to be. I have a heart for people and I want to help in every way I can. If I can't help at home though, what kind of help can I be else where? I'm also trying to become independant. I don't want to rely on my Mom for everything. But it's scary. And at times I just wish my Daddy was here to take care of everything. He is not though. He is gone and I can do nothing about that. I have my Mom though and she is great. My Mom can't do everything though. She is busy with work a lot because there is no longer 2 incomes, just one, her's.
I'm looking forward to moving out. I will be able to find out what it's like with out my Mom there to rescue me. Yet, I know I will have support so I won't drown. I'm excited to see what kind of person I'll become. More refined, more buisness like, more discaplined, more me.
I'm learning to fly!
~Megan~