2003-05-19
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I got so close to 200 entries and then I just seemed to stop writting. I dunno. Time seems more precious. I know how much an hour means to me now. I don't waste as much time surfing the net and watching TV. I hardly watch TV any more.

It is so hot right now and I'm tempted to turn on the AC. I have been trying to just use the fans to save Mom money, but I'm about to give in.

I left class early tonight so I could go to Alicia and Steven's choir concert. They looked so nice. Him in his tux and her in her black dress. They did good although the sound man needed to stop messing with the mics. It was weird, on my way to the concert I got anxious. You know, the whole heart beating faster then normal. I had no idea why. And then I got that thought in my head that said I'm going to marry Steven some day. I don't have feelings for him anymore. I gave him up since I'm going to college and he is still in high school. I dunno, weird stuff. His family is taking me in now too. They keep asking me to do things with them. And I do. I love his family. They took me to a concert and his dad kept pulling on my hair and joking with me. It was great. He reminds me of my dad and it makes me smile. His mom is still a little stand offish but its okay. His grandma loves me too, hehe. When I first met her she introduced herself as grandma and I don't even know her real name. But eh, I don't have feelings for him any more. Maybe I'm not supposed to yet...

I sent an email to the college in England. I told them I'm applying but having a hard time getting the money converted. I also asked about some other things and told them I'm going to be in Africa for a month so they have to contact my mom if they need anything.

*Yawns* It is time to go to bed.

18 days until Africa :D

God bless you all.

~Megan~