To start it off, I was at my youth group's car wash until 2pm. We had a lot of buisness which helps for our Mexico fund. I love just being with those people. The weather was great for it too. It was in the 70's. Thats in F of course. The sun drained me though and the soap we used on the cars gave me a rash on my hands :( Owwy.
Afterwards I got to hang out with Steven and his little sister. We went for some Tacos and then played miniture golf and played games. His sister is so sweet. I took pictures so hopefully when I get them developed, I can put them on a picture website thing. After mini-golf we went to Denny's to support Alicia at work :) We didn't have dinner, but we did have dessert!
Last night was also the big choir concert for Alicia and Steven. It was so awesome. A bunch of schools got together and did a mass choir. All together there was 540 people. There were also some command performances which were different choirs and solos who got to perform. The talent there was incredible.
So, overall I have been doing good. I do get down though and I hate it. I seem to dwell on negative things lately. My friend just started dating a pot head, and it really bothers me. She used to be such a good Christian and never let anything draw her down. She has used mirajuana before and liked it. I pray her bf doesn't get her into it. My mom's "friend" also has me frustrated. I just don't get him, and I don't really like him. My mom seems to not understand why and not really care right now. Rah. Then the whole Steven and Elisabeth thing :( I get knots in my tummy every time I think about them. If he only knew how much I really care about him...But I can't tell him. I can't put the extra stress on him for something that can't happen anyways. I'm leaving for college in the fall. And I have my Africa trip in the summer *sigh*
Thank positive Megan. Think Positive.
I need to have some time with God now. I haven't been spending nearly enough time with my devos and I need to. It is his word that keeps me going. Church is tomorrow too. I can't wait. Services have been so powerful lately. And as a bonus I get a whole day with Steven practically :) But I would look forward to it even if Steven wasn't there. I love my church and I love worshiping the Lord with my family in Christ.
May God bless you and keep you.
~Megan