It wasn't so much all the killing that scared me, but that this disorder really exsists. I am sure I won't be able to sleep tonight. I already have a hard time sleeping and I'm already scared of the night (not the dark!).
To make things worse my mom is not home. She went with Cliff 2 1/2 hours ago and she was just supposed to be taking him to his hotel room. She said they may stop for ice cream. Does ice cream take this freaking long to get?! I am probably making everything worse in my head and she is probably fine and just lost track of time. But it is scaring me right now. It is hard to watch a movie about people who go around killing others and not caring, and not worry about my mom!
Plus ever since my Dad died, I have a fear of losing my Mom too. I can't help it. What would I do if I lost both of them? I don't know what I would do.
Phew, Mom just walked in. I knew I was exagerating the situation. She stopped at my brother's house. Oi.
God, help me sleep tonight please.
~Megan~