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It is interesting to look at some of the diaries that have been around a little while. Even some of the newer ones. Most of us started off writting for ourselves. These diaries are an out-let for us and/or a place to keep track of our memories. I believe that remains that way but they start to change focus. When you start to have other people read your diary and you yourself become enthralled in some one elses story, you start writting for each other. You feel bad if your entry is blan. You try to right the best. Yet you still write your feelings and moods. I sometimes think to myself, "I shouldn't write this, it may be depressing or make me look like I'm a negative person." But it is my diary. Just interesting. Our diaries (see I'm even writting THIS for others) become letters to each other. We become a community although we have never heard each others voices in person for the most part. We don't really know what each other looks like. Yet we grow to truely care about each other. We look forward to see how the other people are doing and try to encourage them. It is nice to feel apart of your lives and to see you grow. This is one place where we feel totally open to express our opionions, ideas and feelings. I put on here things I would never tell my friends. But I'm comfortable here and I even get some feed back. Cheap therapy ;) Just some observations.
I have also been thinking about science and math. Those are two subjects I despise. I am horrible at them. The main thing though that I do not like is that they are exact. 1+1 ALWAYS =2 and there are no exceptions. Some people start to feel like we are our own gods because we know so much about the world. But, it does not make sense to me. Think about it. Today's math and science is way different then 100 years ago. It is a lot different then 20 years ago, or even 2 in some respects. It makes me leery. If we are so right about everything and know so much, then how come it has all changed from 100 years ago? I'm sure 100 years ago they thought they were right. Then some one came along and proved them wrong. We are probably wrong now. There is probably something critically wrong that we are doing now some where. Don't get me wrong, I do believe in our sciences for the most part, but they are NOT exact. We think we can control this place, but we don't know the half about what God created. I wonder if God will show us as a world how weak we are. Will he show us by proving that we are doing something incredibly wrong and take the power right from underneath us by doing so? Who knows! I sure don't. It is just another interesting thing to think about.
I really need to get to bed. God bless you all and keep up the writting :)
~Megan~