Searching For You

I have returned. And what an interesting return it has been. My mom's new, I guess you would say bf, is here right now. He is from another state. She met him on the internet. Well, I don't like him much. One thing that bugs me is he is missing teeth. I hate bad hygene! Now if your homeless and can't take care of yourself, thats another thing. He isn't though. It is interesting. Then tonight I found out he smokes. I can not breath around people who are smoking. I start coughing like crazy and it hurts so bad. He started smoking in the car (it was in his car) and he seemed to pay no heed to the sound of me dieing in the back seat. Heh, not cool. He also figured that he was going to stay at my mother and I's house. No. Not happening. So we had a big talk and that made me like him less. I don't know any more. He says he is a Christian and talks like he is. And he does nice things. He drove 6 hours to get my birth certificate for me today. And he cleaned our kitchen! He also had breakfast ready for my mom. Isn't that a bit much though? I really don't know.

Any ways. I'm going to copy and paste my entry about this weekend and my flight home from another diary I have. I am to lazy to type it all out again. Here it is: I'm home *sigh*

I met Cliff. Hmmmmm. I need to pick out my Mom's guys. Cliff is nice, but...I just wish my Mom could find a guy who has all his teeth. Sounds bad, I know. Anyways, I guess church was exciting when Justin showed up. *shrugs* I give up.

I missed 2 people really bad this weekend and it was very odd. One is sad, I know, yes it was Steven. I saw the couples and I was just like.....awwww, I want that. The other one was Valarie. I saw all the best friends walking around, and I wanted to be able to be with Val when I go to college. I'll have Alicia, but she will always be doing her sports and junk. I'll have a blast with Alicia, but Val is my bud! Val and I do everything together. I dunno. Imma miss you Val.

It was very weird leaving the campus yesturday. I totally had mixed feelings. I love that campus and that school like you wouldn't believe. So I didn't want to leave. It was also weird that next year I will be living there. Not here in my house with my mom. But that incredible location with a bunch of college students. I was also happy to get home though because I missed Val and Steven. I wanted to call Val right away and see if she could hang out. Hmmmm. I was also very happy about having a bed again! It is so weird though. I'm going away to college next year, no more community college...

I am switching my intended majors. I have decided that. Now, what majors I'm switching to, I'm not sure. I know I still want to do dual majors. I guess I'm just crazy like that.

I made really bad mac and cheese. It just tastes like butter. I guess its coz I put 1/2 cup instead of 1/4 like the box said, heheh, oops.

Oh, I flew backwards for the first time. Yep. I sat in one of the seats thats sitting facing the back of the place. It was cool! Flying home was probably one of the most funny flights I have been on. The people I sat by were great! We were talking about how we who were sitting facing the back couldn't see the guy doing the demonstation of what to do in case of an emergency. Cliff (a diff one) said he wondered if we got our own private demonstation. Well, since we couldn't see we decided we were going to sue the airlines for a bunch of free flights. John, one of the people facing us was the only one who could see. So he mimicked the flight attendant. It was hillarious. The flight attendant stopped by our seats on the way back and gave us our own show! Hehe. He said he didn't normally do that but he didn't want to be written up! Anyways, it was great. We were cracking up all the way here.

Ok, I'm off. Bubye and God bless!

~Megan~