Worship was awesome today! The spirit was moving. I prayed with one of the ladies in the church that is such a huge role model for me. Shes like a 3rd grandma. She has been going through a lot and was at the alter praying, so I went to pray with her. I made her cry by doing that because it touched her so much :) She is such a blessing to me though. It was the least I could do. I can't even describes today's worship though. God, you are so awesome!
After the service we had a Mexico Mission Trip meeting and that was okay. Realized I have to pay more money towards that then I thought, but God will provide.
After the meeting I had 2 hours until choir but I stayed anyways. I had to talk to Steve. We are accountability partners and he slipped up so we had a major convo about that. Then we talked about us...and Elisabeth. It was a great talk though. It was so needed for my sanity! He explained it more that Elisabeth is a nice girl and he likes hanging out with her at school, but he doesn't see it going any where. He said that he just couldn't handel us being in a romantic relationship right now because of me leaving. It may not make sense how I'm writting it, but it was totally understandable. He said that if he goes to the same college he will look me up though ;) Which means, in 2 years, we may be a happy couple! Hey, I can hope! Hehe. He also said something that kind of stunned me. He said that one reason he doesn't see him and Elisabeth going any where is because I created a standard for him for girlfriends. Yikes. I dont know if thats a good thing or a bad thing? How I see it is that no other girl is going to match up to me because we are such good friends and he would also compare the other girls to me. I don't think thats fair to them, but then again, I'm flattered :) Plus I totally see us together in a few years. God's timing right? Anyways, it was much needed and I have such a peace now. I had a peace before but now its peace and understanding.
Okay...going on. This entry is probably going to be long.
Jr High group was awesome tonight. We had a blast although none of the guys showed up! Oh well. One of the girls came up to me right afterwards. She came up and told me to be praying for her. I know she has been having tons of trouble at school with friends (or "friends" I should say...they have been cussing her out and stuff) so I asked if thats what it was. She noded and then burst into tears. I took her over to this place and just started to pray with her. It was awesome. I am so blessed to be able to be a leader for these Jr. Highers. Her Mom came in and prayed with us. Her mom is so wonderful.
After Jr High group, I was planning on going to this thing called "celebration" with Steven. Its this worship service at a church near by. There are tons of teens that go and they just sing out to God for an hour and a half. So aweome! Well, this girl I was praying with asked to go. I could tell she needed it to I brought her along. When we were there she was singing and had tears coming down her face. Man, it touched me. To see her have so much faith in God and to just cry out to him. And to know I'm guiding her through this hard times, wow. I prayed with her some more and then they had communion. When we went up for communion I told Steven to come with me so we could pray with her (Steven is also a Jr High leader). So we went up and took communion and then knelt down. She was crying and I told her to just give it up. I told her to give God all her worries and to lay it at the cross and to pour her heart out to God. It was so powerful. The Holy Spirit was filling that girl. We went back and sat down and talked some more. Her mood totally changed and she was happy again. She asked to start a Bible study with me during the week so I'm going to set a time with her. I'm so excited. God moves in such wonderful ways.
This entry has been long but my day was so blessed. I didn't even talk about choir practice! Hehe. We were jammin before the actual choir practice (because there were so many of us there 2 hours early! hehe). It was great. Our church is growing and I love it! God work your power through us. Teach our church how to truely worship you.
Now the people that read my diary and aren't Christians think I'm nuts :P Its okay though! I kind of am ;)
I can not deny the love of Jesus Christ. He fills me every day. God bless you all!
~Megan~
"People say I'm strange, does that make me a stranger? My best friend was born in a manger." -DC Talk