Last night was ooooh so confusing! Steven took my mom and I out to smoothies. It was really nice. Then he gave me a sheri's Berry. For those who don't know what that is, its a chocolate dipped strawberry...yummy. He loved what I gave him.
Then...we went to the basketball game. Ah! I wanted to run away. My best friend was playing and Elisabeth was cheering. He brought a rose for Elisabeth :( He didn't have a chance during school to give it to her. Then during the 2nd half, Elisabeth sat next to him and I just wanted to go away. I hated it. The game however was awesome! It kept you on the edge of your seat. My best friends bf was there with his friends. They made me laugh. I was so glad they were there. Every time someone from Alicia's team made a 3-pointer, they would open up umbrellas and say, "IT'S RAINING THREE'S!" Hehe!
After Alicia's game I told Steven I wanted to go (there was still another game but it was the guys team). I told him I was really uncomfortable. He understood. So then Mom, Steven and I went to Denny's. Their french toast is darn good! It was fun. But still confusing. The night would have been great without the game *sigh*
Oh! Other interesting news from last night. Justin is getting the hint that my Mom doesn't want him! The guy that likes my mom and I'm sure my mom likes him, talked to Justin. Oooooh! He told Justin in very nice terms that he needs to let my Mom go. He was extremely respectful when he talked to Justin though. This guy (not Justin) is a prison minister. Woo! Mom finally got some good taste :P
Well, I think next time I talk to Steven I'm going to cut all romantic ties with him for now. I can remain good friends with him, but this whole thing with me, him and Elisabeth...its killing me. I hate seeing him when he is with her. No matter how hard I try to stop it, there is an ache. So, for my saftey and his sanity, I'm just going to say this is it...for now. Even though we were never officially together, there was defenitly something. But now it going to be just friends. He did tell Elisabeth last night that I was one of his closest friends and that he had taken my Mom and I out for Valentine's day. I thought that was nice. Anyways, I can't handle the limbo plus he is young. In 2 years, who knows what can happen, right? ;) I still see myself with him in the future, but I shall let God control it.
This entry is getting pretty long so I shall let you go! Heheh. God bless and much love!
~Megan~