I am doing better today. I am still very confused, but I'm surviving :) I woke up and felt like crying but when I got to school all my friends made me laugh and smile. I was so glad that I didn't have to stay home today.
One of my friends told me to be patient and that Steven is still so young and doesn't know exactly what he wants. She told me to enjoy life and let him sort his out for now. I think that is pretty good advice. I of course will still be a close friend to him, but I've become okay with the idea that we will JUST be friends for awhile.
He called today and it was kind of weird. He made me laugh but we didn't talk about last night at all. He just asked me what I wanted to do tomorrow so we could exchange gifts. He is supposed to be calling me back sometime and letting me know :) I also told him about some plays that are going to be showing soon. He might go to some with me. I think it would be fun! I really hope to go see one of the Broadway shows that are coming! It would be so much fun!
Other then that I got some new shoes and had my nails done :) My shoes are really nice and they were cheap too! My nails are okay. I just had a manicure, no tips. Tips bug me! I don't really like the color though. They are very shiney pink. I like my mom's color better, maybe I can still her nails! Hehe.
Thanks again for your comments and your prayers! Please keep me in your prayers. My stomach has been very upset today from my emotions. I could barely eat breakfast and lunch. I did eat a good dinner though which was encouraging. God bless and Much love you all!
~Megan~