My tummy is bugging me and its my own fault. I'm lactose intolerant and I had a big bowl of cereal today. Oh, the milk is kicking my butt, hehe.
I spent the night at Val's house last night. We had a bunch of fun. We went to a seafood resturaunt and it was great. We laughed so hard and it was nice.
But I felt like I wasn't all there. Just like right now. Part of me is somewhere else and I wish I could find that part.
I talked to Steven some more. I'm okay with everything. Nothing has changed and it most likely won't be. He can't date me right now and I am not sure it would be right any ways. One reason we cannot is because of his parents but we also feel like its not time. God hasn't given the go signal. I am still oh so confused though. I hate the limbo. I like things black or white. Unfortunatly thats what rarely happens.
I am doing good though. I'll be me after a few days I'm sure. Maybe even a few hours, who knows.
I need to go now. I'm going to finish watching the basketball game on TV!
God bless you all!
~Megan~