Last night was hard and I'm trying to shake it off. I cried for no reason and then I cried some more. I talked to Steven and I told him what I said in my diary. I didn't really want to because I was scared. But I did and I feel like it made things worse. I'll see him tonight and hopefully talking to him in person will make it better. Talking over the net always makes things more difficult.
I've been practicing my dancing. I think its my new outlet. When I dance I escape reality for awhile and just feel the music. I love it. I've been dancing to a song of Josh Groban. Its perfect for the dances I'm learning. The only lyric in english in the song was that at the start of this entry. I love this new art form.
I wish I had more floor room so I could just dance around and around. Instead I have to be careful of what I'm running into. Hehe. I think I want to start going to dance socials and taking this more seriously. Its so relaxing, and its exercize! I found how I can exercize and love it. It helped me last night after my hard day and it helped me today. Well, it helped last night before the World hit me again, lol.
I'm going to go try and be productive. God bless you all.
~Megan~