I got my college app sent out! Phew! Its done. Now I have to make an appointment for an interview, which also means I need to schedual my visit.
I found out that there are about 3 girls at Steven's school who like him. Hehe. Dunno if thats a good thing or a bad thing? He likes me though:D
My flowers look even more beautiful today. They started to bloom a little.
I have a major prayer request. I'm trying not to think about it to much otherwise I will get to emotional. My friend (who is like a cousin to me) is being sent to Kuwait at the end of Feb. He won't be able to come home before he leaves and his mom doesnt know if she will go see him. Rah! She can go to Minnisota and leave her foster daughter with us so she can run off and meet some guy, but she probably wont go see her son! This really makes me mad! What if he dies? I don't want to think that he is, but they predict a lot of casualties. I may never see Jacob again! What if his mom doesnt go and he dies and she never got to see him in person one last time. She would rather see some guy she doesnt know!!!
Ok, see, thats why I didn't want to think about it to much?
I hate this war. Why can't it just go away. Why did the stupid people have to cause 9/11. *sigh* God have mercy on their souls.
I was walking home today from the post office and began to think about this countries in the middle east. This people are hurting. Most of the people in those countries dont want this war. They don't have this twisted outlook on things. I wish I could go over there and tell them about this joy I have in Christ my Lord. I want them to know they are so loved. I want to tell them of this glorious plan and these wonderful peace that holds onto you while the storm rages. I know I'm crazy. I could get killed doing that. I'm not going to do it. I do feel called to. If I did, I would go. But I don't. Plus I couldn't communicate with them.
I'll pray. And I will fight for those people in the unseen realm.
I hate the pain in their eyes. I want to erase it from them. I want to wipe their tears away forever.
Not just the people in the middle east though. There is just so much hurt in this world. I want to do my part. I want to help heal the person who just got beat by their dad. I want to help heal the person who has no money to feed themself let alone their family. I want to help heal this broken world of the sin that wrenches at so many peoples souls.
I'm going on a long time. So I'm ending this.
We need you God. Be with us I pray!
~Megan~