I think as I mature more, I see things how they are. Today didn't seem that special. It feel like a social event, not a Holy holiday. It was good seeing family and being able to encourage Debs with her cancer. But not extrodinarly special like it used to be. I think I agree with Debs fiance. He said that hes noticed the special days are not holidays and birthdays, they special days could just be the 2nd tuesday in June when you have a few laughs with friends and share a special moment.
I wish the commercialism and seperation of Holidays was gone. I just want to spend them for the reason there meant to be. Giving back and helping each other. Realizing that God, most Holy God, send his ONLY son to be with us. Jesus was willing to leave everything and be born to us. He became so lowly that he was born where donkeys ate! He came because of love.
~Megan~